Can Okan - Lost - Video

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lyrics:

[Verse 1]
Kick in the door I’m thinking I saw much more than a boy should need to see
Riveted core I didn’t ignore your call that if I would talk I’d bleed
I slip and I fall too timid to give it my all I sit in a ball and weep
Admitted I mirrored your trauma as I got older I would still fraud and cheat
I’m knowing that talk is cheap
Stories I told involved deceit
Simple distractions, cos within my actions I wasn’t all I seemed
It’s hard to have faith in this world when I see myself in it
She could look like a angel but could be satan in spirit
Man I do hate to admit it
All I do place in appearance
I didn’t wanna say I was finished
But I was ok if I didn’t ever see your face again I need a mate and not a friend
My day to day is hollowing
I couldn’t take your daughter in
And I know

[Chorus]
Your lost on luck
Your lost on love
Your sure shots gone dark
Your loss on luck
Your loss on love
Your sure shots gone dark

[Verse 2]
These habits they ravage my kind
Running so rabid the back of my mind
Had to adapt to the lack of attraction
Or maybe the lack of the spine uh
All that I had at the time
I would just view as a ladder to climb
Ignoring the fact of the matter
It was gonna be a matter of time
Till I would self destruct
People around me felt distrust
Felt like a bounty if the had found me
I empty the shells and bust uh
Try not to dwell too muchAs soon as I’m coming I felt disgustPut on my belt I felt her touch
Shutter then utter I dealt the dutch fuckRunning my tongue in her cheek
Under the thumb when I’m under the sheets
I get so numb when I’m feeling her cum
Shit is just feeling like nutting to me
Run in the street like I’m running the street
Really I’m scum as my mum and I’m weak
Sunk in defeat, puffing the weed
Lost on the love I’d love her to leave
Cos I know

[Chorus]
Your lost on luck
Your lost on love
Your sure shots gone dark
Your loss on luck
Your loss on love
Your sure shots gone dark