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u kno, i'm sick of posts across media from people that can be easily be profiled from all they share, and observed in real time with keen precision, as not trying to embody all the nice stuff they put up.

they aren't even practicing and admitting failure with courage.

it's curation,
performance, vainity culture.

not cultivation while noting growth and decay and speaking honestly about sex and death--how we cum and go.

and the inbetween of Miseries and Need For Peace.

u know who u are.

love means sacrifice. forgiving traitors. engaging the outcasts. praying and doing embodied costly good for even ur enemies. judging for the truth of what is said about u to judge others rightly. honoring others while pointing out their shameful orientation. inviting justice on urself before others then asking for mercy and grace to gift to others.

hypocrisy of hypocrisy all the world's a cowardly fake that can't hide behind empty kumbaya posts while hating people who are easy to engage in day to day.

u want the world at large to be ok, to "love," "honor and dignify," be "safe," "bring joy and peace"--but f***k so and so right?

from cum to scum that tries gesture to the best and only gets the lesser sum.

doing the bare minimum while hating the wages of wrong.

the symptoms of idiocy, cowardice and inauthenticity.

Why care to truly seek and speak on Truth-Wisdom-Power-Glory?

*Sigh*

i hate people as a hurt and wretched human, but i love them as a Son of God.

which identity do i choose and cultivate, the world's culture or the Cultivation of the Authentic Greatest Creative and Judge of all cowards, liars, hypocrites and fools?

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“idontwannabeyouanymore” → Mirrors your exposure of hypocrisy and inner fragility.

“bury a friend” → Echoes your darker, almost demonic reflections (“cum to scum,” “hypocrisy of hypocrisy”).

“everything i wanted” → Aligns with your awareness of futility, vanity, and needing others to see truth.

“your power” → Connects to your critique of exploitation, cowardice, and shallow performances.

“when the party’s over” → Carries your same weary-yet-yearning tone, a confession whispered like judgment.

mismatched lives, strength and weakness:
https://youtu.be/dLeykw5D1E8?si=FNT0CQC6SnUt7eux

relational weight:
https://youtu.be/JLuVajO-EiQ?si=VN4ijiT86TxZI2iK

healing relational trauma:
https://youtu.be/cUdLTjBvkMY?si=OuiJrvuTtWIaDkPt